ENGL 348

And trouble deaf Heaven with my bootless cries

I really do have to say it. I’ve screwed up.

I tried to over-​reach my own com­pet­ency and bit off more than I can pos­sibly chew.

My English pro­fess­ors this term were mostly sym­path­etic, wrong­fully so. I thank them for their sym­pathy but I would have thought that they should have chas­tised me for not giv­ing due atten­tion to the lit­er­at­ure about which they obvi­ously care. I have done my read­ings a ter­rible dis­ser­vice, a viol­ent crime, a dis­hon­our by scrib­bling “ana­lyses” tan­tamount to pablum and for­cing my pro­fess­ors to read through them, cringing and win­cing in pain and embarrassment.

Mea culpa.

My sci­ence courses have hardly gone bet­ter. I’ve kept up-​to-​date so far as I can keep abreast of the new­est course mater­ial in case of tests and quizzes. I’ve even grossly neg­lected by two essays for cell physiology, a course that I love and in which I have actu­ally done quite well.

If this year has taught me any­thing, it’s that I’m severely, pain­fully, humanly limited.

There’s some com­fort in that under­stand­ing, and pain too.

All I can do now is just study hard for my exam­in­a­tions to redeem myself, then work towards avoid­ing over­load­ing myself next year. I’m only glad that the stakes are so low right now; this is a life les­son best learned early, when the con­sequences are merely marks, not health or money.

I can do better.

Saturday, April 17th, 2010 BIOL 362, ENGL 343, ENGL 348, ENGL 357, Meditations 1 Comment

To the waters and the wild

BIOL 335 has really per­plexed me; I’m not quite sure what we’re sup­posed to know and what we’re not. It seems a little wishy-​washy but I sup­pose that’s because I had BIOL 334 right before this. If you bump into me, feel free to ask me about bac­terial gene trans­fer, the lac operon or recom­bin­ant gene technology.

Children of the Earth” has star­ted air­ing in Britain so of course I can’t wait for the North American view­ings. I’m halfway through the first episode…and wow! It’s incred­ible. No won­der I love Torchwood. (Unfortunately, Toshiko, my tele­vi­sion girl­friend is dead so that’s a bit of a downer.)

I for­got to post my courses here so here is the list!

  • ANAT 390 001
  • BIOC 302 202
  • BIOC 302 T56
  • BIOL 240 1D1
  • BIOL 300 101
  • BIOL 300 L08
  • BIOL 304 102
  • BIOL 304 L07
  • BIOL 337 2W2
  • BIOL 360 L01
  • BIOL 361 101
  • BIOL 362 201
  • ENGL 304A
  • ENGL 312A 0011
  • ENGL 348A 005
  • ENGL 357K 002
  • ENGL 409A 001
  1. I’m on the wait­ing list for this course due to some issues with the SSC not recog­niz­ing me as an English Literature major. How unfor­tu­nate! But I’ll get in, I know it!

O, reason not the need

Considering how I’m cur­rently in the midst of a course and still work­ing, I thought I’d share my second paper from ENGL 348C entitled “Tainted Blood and Healing Tears: Examining Bodily Fluids in King Lear” with every­one. I don’t think there’s any rules against this and some of you might actu­ally read the whole thing. Let me know what you think!

Ranging from Caesar’s warm blood, in which the con­spir­at­ors bathe their hands, to Lady MacBeth’s invoc­a­tion of the mur­der­ing min­is­ters to take her milk for gall, bod­ily flu­ids, in their myriad forms, appear to have secured an ever­last­ing place within Shakespeare’s works as sig­ni­fic­ant, pro­voc­at­ive motifs. King Lear, indeed, con­tains much evid­ence of Shakespeare’s con­tin­ued explor­a­tion of the sym­bolic roles of bod­ily flu­ids. While an appre­ci­ation for the the­ory of the four humours con­tem­por­an­eous to the Early Modern period provides some insight into men­tions of bod­ily flu­ids, it fails to adequately address deeper mean­ings that this paper will seek to explore. In par­tic­u­lar, this paper will exam­ine the motifs of blood and tears in King Lear in con­text with issues of gender iden­tity and hege­monic pat­ri­archy in order to gain deeper insight into the roles that bod­ily flu­ids ful­fill in King Lear and in rela­tion to Shakespeare’s other canon­ical works.

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Saturday, July 4th, 2009 ENGL 348, Literature 1 Comment

There lies the port; the vessel puffs her sail

Last night, I stayed up until mid­night with some clas­sical music and Agatha Christie just to wait for my marks to be released. I’m far from dis­ap­poin­ted but I know there’s room for improve­ment; I’ll just have to work harder! It’s been a great year though – I can really reflect on courses now:

  • BIOL 200 – This course was actu­ally quite inter­est­ing (con­sid­er­ing I’m into cells and all) though it was a little poorly com­mu­nic­ated exactly what was needed to do well. My sec­tion (Berger) did cata­stroph­ic­ally on the section-​specific midterm so we were scaled up. I’d advise reg­u­lar study­ing for this course – it’s a lot of con­cepts and pro­cesses to understand.
  • BIOL 201 – I really dis­liked this course for the sole reason that what was taught was not dir­ectly trans­lated into exam­in­able mater­ial; far too much mater­ial was expec­ted to be gained by doing the prob­lem sets. It almost seemed like lec­tures were extraneous.
  • CHEM 233 – Difficult but reward­ing if appro­pri­ate (i.e. lots) time invest­ment is alloc­ated for this course. It’s easy to fall behind so stay ahead by study­ing early and often.
  • CHEM 205 – Straightforward and simple – there aren’t any tricks to this course. Learn the mater­ial, and learn all of it. Practice the prob­lem sets, they’re harder than the actual exams.
  • CHEM 235 – Fun and easy but decept­ively tough on mark­ing. Take the time to watch all the pre-​laboratory videos and study hard for your writ­ten final.
  • ENGL 221 – Easy, peasy and fun elect­ive course. Covers Romantic era to modern-​day lit­er­at­ure. Should be pop­u­lar with those who dis­like older literature.
  • ENGL 348 – Absolutely amaz­ing. This class is by far my best class at UBC – sym­path­etic instructor, enlight­en­ing class and inspir­ing people. There isn’t a lot of work either, just walk in with an open mind and do attend as many classes as possible.
  • ENGL 357 – Enjoyable read­ings and a great instructor made this one breeze by. I wish it were longer but I’m happy with the fair mark­ing overall.
  • PSYC 100 – Biggest mis­take ever – this course sucked my soul from my body and left me an empty shell. Entirely rote mem­or­iz­a­tion – the exams test on ridicu­lously minute trivia. Would not recom­mend to any­one who has a pulse and a brain unless it was abso­lutely neces­sary. UBC Psychology, work on your ped­ago­gical devel­op­ment! Doing those psy­cho­logy stud­ies was fun though; espe­cially for credits.

I woke up a bit earlier today to have break­fast with my dad and grandma. It’s always nice spend­ing time with them; I find that I’m typ­ic­ally out of the house for most of the time dur­ing the school/​work year so meals are good fam­ily times.

Afterwards, I promptly went to cam­pus to return my boat­load of books on col­lab­or­at­ive author­ship and the Augustan authors (evid­ently, I received 88 on my paper and 90 on my exam where I wrote two essays — one on the char­ac­ter of the Rake and the other on the char­ac­ter of the Coquette through the Restoration and eighteenth-​century). I then met with J where I was a tad on the gar­rulous side, talk­ing about OpenCourseWare and First Year Seminars. I know he’s still look­ing for an Associate Vice President Academic and sev­eral com­mis­sion­ers so I’d look out for those oppor­tun­it­ies. J is driven, smart and dip­lo­matic – I think he’s poised to effect real change this year. I hope he reaches out to S and J for their great ideas though.

Afterwards, I bumped into S at the Minischool office where we’ve got…let’s say…a pickle to sort out regard­ing book­ings for Fall courses. While it will be a phys­ical night­mare (can one of the pre­requis­ites for my assist­ant be that s/​he must be able to lift their own weight in wooden stages?), I’m cross­ing my fin­gers and pray­ing that the book­ings people can help us out. I found out that she might be head­ing to Edmonton which sad­dens me a little, but she’s doing what she’s always wanted to do so more power to her. We joked a bit, had a free lunch cour­tesy of the AMS (who says there are no free lunches in this world? mine had penne car­bon­ara today!) then par­ted ways.

I went to go pur­chase my BIOL 334/​335 text­books which were exor­bit­ant but thank­fully K has assured me that I may bor­row her set for the sum­mer. I get to return my books and get my money back! Hurray.

All in all, not a bad day at all. I’ll be spend­ing my day with S tomor­row doing Minischool turnover stuff. I’m still wait­ing on A to fin­ish his turnover so I can begin Director of Finance duties at SUS.

Seems like I never take vacations.

On a happy note, I found a video of “My Boyfriend’s Back.” It brings back memor­ies of ball­room les­sons with L. Weren’t those fun, L? See the video after the jump.

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the rest is silence

Just had my ENGL 348 final today: the sec­tions were pretty dif­fi­cult and I felt so drained by the end. I think my Coriolanus and Winter’s Tale sec­tions were strong, The Tempest much weaker and MacBeth up for debate.

I’m really going to miss the class though! Dr. Sirluck was always sup­port­ive and it was really great meet­ing some new people. C and R were really great, I hope they suc­ceed at whatever it is they will embark upon! R was so thought­ful, he even sent around some music he made to cheer people up dur­ing study­ing. Class act!

I really like Usher’s “Will Work for Love” lately. I’m prob­ably over-​analyzing but it works! It just makes me think about how there’s so little love in the world some­times, so he has to work for it – not food, not water, not a safe place to stay, but for love. How respect­able. When he says, “got love to spare?” it just makes me think of all the unloved people in this world – the mar­gin­al­ized, the eld­erly, etc. How very sen­ti­mental of me. And how uncharacteristic.

I’ve got to quickly fin­ish study­ing for ENGL 357 for tomor­row – it’s entirely open-​book! I’m going to be mak­ing notes on what I want to write about. Unfortunate that we have to write it in Lasserre though, I find the build­ing mildly creepy. And I’ll have to pol­ish my term paper and read­ing ques­tions to hand in…yikes! 80% of my mark will be sub­mit­ted to Dr. MacKenzie tomor­row! I bet­ter do well…

I’ve been so addicted to Restaurant City lately, it’s ridicu­lous. K tried to trade me his use­less pep­p­er­oni for my use­ful items. I’m unamused. And L is mer­cen­ary! Asking for Lobster for a Mango. *sigh* It’s a Prisoner’s Dilemma game…hope people enable each other to succeed!

Had my Minischool inter­view yes­ter­day on the fly. Wonder how it went?

Oh! And on the spur of the moment, I’ll be watch­ing Les Misérables at the Arts Club Theatre in July with a few friends! Shame on me for get­ting tick­ets so late, but it’ll be great! John Mann and Jonathan Winsby will be in there, two of my favour­ite local act­ors. They’re so tal­en­ted! I hope they do “One Day More” justice – if they don’t, I will be severely under­whelmed. I’ll share a few of my thoughts here!